i’m really much angrier than i ever seem
EVER
seem

but i’m not going to let go of it
on anyone
nope
sometimes i burst
but
whatever
just keep it all inside
yaay
life rocks
sucks
sh!ts
whatever

i have chem
i have french
i don’t want to do it
i have to do it

funny, so many things i WANT to do
i won’t — because God won’t let me
so many things i DON’T want to do
i will — because God will have me
doing those things
and not doing those things
i love God
i hate myself
or is it vice-versa?
does a slave ever love his master?
i love my master
i’m a slave
i disobey my master from time to time
but He forgives me
He loves me, yes
He doesn’t always show it, no
but like parents don’t
but they do
i know mine do, at least
it’s all weird that way
you know something’s true
but it doesn’t seem to be
and you know it’s false
but it doesn’t seem to be
el-Koran says
somethings seem good but aren’t
others seem bad but aren’t
el-Koran is very true
it’s the Truth
yup
it is
it’s so HARD to follow the Truth
but we do it
some don’t
but we do it
we slip sometimes
but we do it
yaay

yaay

i have work to do
i don’t want to
it’s late
i have school in the morning
i have work to do