another nice song:

open up your heart to me
and say what’s on your mind, oh yes
i know that we have been through so much pain
but i still need you in my life this time, and…

i need you tonight
i need you right now
i know deep within my heart
it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
i really need you tonight

i figured out what to say to you
but sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, oh yes they do
and i know in time that you will understand
that what we have is so right this time, and…

i need you tonight
i need you right now
i know deep within my heart
it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right

all those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
and baby i know
i need you
i know deep within my heart
it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
i really need you, oh

i need you tonight – i need you, oh i need you baby
i need you right now – it’s gotta be this, it’s gotta be this
i know deep within my heart
no, it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or it’s right
all i know is baby
i really need you tonight

– backstreet boys

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i have a physics exam, that i’m still studying for
becuz i got home and i just took a long, long nap

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i’ve decided to post a lot of the poetry i’ve (all of a sudden) composed in the past few weeks
i never was a poet, but things do things to people…

My first glimpse is forgiven,
But who can blame me for taking so long,
Lost in your eyes,
Lost in this song.

– original

I used to search the star-lit sky,
Searching for beauty I never could find.
But, girl, ever since I caught your eye,
I’ve since left the sky behind…

– collaboration with yaser

Like honey trickling down the sweet smooth throat,
Like a nightingale’s precious song floating in the wind,
Like a sweet gentle whisper in the cold night breeze,
Unsung, your voice tugs at my heart.

– collaboration with yaser

Every word you say
Is like a glimmering ray
Of beautiful and unwavering light
That makes each and everything ceaslessly bright.

– original (check this out)

Oh thief,
You’ve taken my heart.
But I feel not envious,
Nor vengeful,
For I desire you to have it.

– original

May a thousand good nights
Grace you.
Nay, not even a thousand shall suffice,
May they never cease . . .

– original (check this out)

Oh, how she tugs at my heart,
She’s not here, but she’s not far.
Her face glows in my memory,
It robs me of all real sensory
Perceptions and leaves me dumbfounded.
Such beauty and grace have left me confounded.
I must look for my heart, where has it gone?
Her tugging rewarded, with it, she has gone…

– original

A moment with her is worth an eternity —
Yet an eternity with her would last but a moment.
The sky seems to have left with her,
The sun and moon seem to have lost their paths.
Oh, but another look at her radiant face
Would be worth all the eyes on earth —
Yet would all the eyes on the planet
Be able to take in such splendour?

– original

i’ll probably end up making a poetry page once my exams are over

:sigh:

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sorry
i’ve decided no physics notes, either
sorry

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i’m just going to take a nap now

for half an hour maybe

physics notes, hoepefully coming up

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so i got home from the hospital around 7:30
(i actually fell asleep in the hospital lobby, waiting for my bro … who waited for 15 minutes, LoL)

anyway, i got home and fell asleep

then i woke up at 10:30

and have been attempting to study since

btw, my apologies, but there are no chem notes

sorry

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btw, i’m still peeved at the decision of placing the biology and math exams on the same date

that is absolutely not fair

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um
i completely blew my math exam — missed out on an eight mark question… not enough time
(should’ve seen my reaction after the exam, too much unrestricted anger)

bio was okay

i have chem and french later this morrow

at least i’m not failing…
oh wait…
yeah, i’m not failing
i hope

:looksaround:

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just about the only van morrison i’ve ever heard that i really like:

hey where did we go,
days when the rains came
down in the hollow,
playin’ a new game,
laughing and a-running hey, hey
skipping and a-jumping
in the misty morning fog with
our hearts a-thumpin’ and you
my brown eyed girl,
you my brown eyed girl

whatever happened
to tuesday and so slow
going down the old mind
with a transistor radio
standing in the sunlight laughing,
hiding behind a rainbow’s wall,
slipping and sliding
all along the water fall, with you
my brown eyed girl,
you my brown eyed girl

do you remember when we used to sing
sha la la la la la la la la la la te da

so hard to find my way,
now that I’m all on my own.
i saw you just the other day,
my how you have grown,
cast my memory back there, Lord
sometime I’m overcome thinking about it
laughin’ and a-runnin’, hey hey
behind the stadium with you
my brown eyed girl
you my brown eyed girl

do you remember when we used to sing
sha la la la la la la la la la la te da

– van morrison

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i am now going to delete/modify all posts with swearing
as some people think i should have more self-control and that it’s not becoming of me
i agree

which, let’s make part of a broader goal, no more swearing for me in any medium, virtual, analog, or otherwise

amen

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