i haven’t rambled in a long time
no rant
just useless banter

i’m bogged down with too many ideas and no place to direct them

or places to direct them, but no ideas

no muse — no inspiration
lost it

can’t find it

i had ideas
i had designs
i had words
i had pics

i dunno where they are now

you see the thing on top, up there, that’s something i haven’t done in a long time

what is it?
what is it called?

i dunno

it’s just something i do

some pages in my agenda and notes are full of it

crossing, hatched lines

it’s a release

confusion
anxiety
fear
excitement
happiness
anger
sadness

the tone of the lines never changes
it doesn’t become rougher or smoother

but it can oddly enough express all that
and more

and yet to others it would represent nothing

they’re lines

it’s abstract

i wouldn’t call it art — not in that sense

it’s stuff
shtuff

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whoa whoa whoa

well here it comes

here comes the night

here comes the night

whoa whoa whoa yeah

– van morrison

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nomespeak vocabulary

fragg off
substitute for saying “f*ck off” — but much less offensive and even good-natured (in a joking sense)

frag·go·mee·nie (frag’go’mean’ee)
just a term to refer to a person when you have nothing better to say…

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racist skinheads — no known connection between lack of I.Q. and lack of hair…

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i officially label myself straight edge

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“the journey of a thousand miles begins with cheaper gas prices…”

nomes saying

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i think it’s pretty pathetic when a rapper, or a wannabe rapper, can’t find a better name than “rapmaster x” where x is the variable that stands for whatever the rapper or wannabe rapper wants it to stand for

and for the record
my name is
“RapMaster N”…

shut up

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try word is bond by house of pain

what i really like is the female vocals in the background

just a “whoooo ooooo oooooo oooooo ooooo ooooo oooooo ooooo” sort of eerie — did i spell that right? — and very catchy

whoooo ooooo oooooo oooooo ooooo ooooo oooooo ooooo

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i can’t get enough of that song
i have eleven versions already

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house of pain‘s “jump around”:

pack it up, pack it in, let me begin
i came to win, battle me that’s a sin
i won’t tear the sack up, punk you better back up
try an’ play da role and yo the whole crew will act up

get up, stand up
come on throw your hands up
if you got da feelin’
jump up touch the ceiling

muggs lets the funk flow
someone’s talkin’ junk, yo
i buss ’em in the eye
and then i take the punks ho(me)

feeling funky, amps in the trunk and
i got more rhymes than there’s cops at a dunkin’
donuts shop, sure ’nuff i got props
from the kids on the hill and plus my mom and my pops

i came to get down, i came to get down
so get out your seats and jump around
jump around, jump around, jump around
jump up, jump up, and get down
jump (x18)

i’ll serve your a** like john macenroe
if your girl steps up i’m smacking da h*

word to your moms, i came to drop bombs
i got more rhymes than the bible’s got psalms

and just like the prodigal son i’ve returned
anyone steppin’ on me you’ll get burned
cuz i got lyrics which you ain’t got none
if you come to battle with a shotgun

but if you do, you’re a fool
cuz i duel
to the death
tryin’ to step to me you’ll take your last breath

i got the skill, come get your fill
cuz when i shoot to give i shoot to kill

i came to get down, i came to get down
so get out your seats and jump around
jump around, jump around, jump around
jump up, jump up, and get down
jump (x18)

i’m da cream of the crop
i rise to the top
i never eat yo pig cuz your pig is a cop

or better yet a terminator, like arnold schwarzenegger
tryin’ to play me out like as if my name is sega

but i ain’t goin’ out like no punk b****
get used to one style and yo and i might switch
it up, up and around, and buck buck ya down
put out your head and then you wake up in the dawn of the dead

i’m comin’ to get ya, i’m comin’ to get ya
spittin’ out lyrics, homie i’ll wet ya

i came to get down, i came to get down
so get out your seats and jump around
jump around, jump around, jump around
jump up, jump up, and get down
jump (x32)

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