“people who don’t grow up
think that it’s a grown up thing
to shoot people to get their way.”

– more wisdom from the eternal dragon

bush, saddam, meet the dragon
learn

– utaps application – check

sacrifice

i am damn tired
just about two hours of sleep (or less)
and then i had to shovel a driveway with bloody caked on iced slushed snowed guck that was rock hard
my back is killing me
i am damn tired

give me a break

The day Malcolm X died

“Maya. Maya.” Bailey spoke softly. “Let me tell you what’s going to happen. In a few years, there are going to be beautiful posters of Malcolm X, and his photographs will be everywhere. The same people who don’t give a damn now will lie and say they always supported him. And that very bartender, the one with the sword” – Bailey mispronounced the word as the bartender had done – “he will say, ‘Malcolm was a great man. I always knew he was a great man. A race man. A man who loved his people.'”

the article made me shed a tear
actually that seems to happen anytime i check the assassination of malcolm x
there i am, watching ali in the theater and they have that scence where malcolm gets shot and i’m trying to hold my tears back
i read an article on the death of malcolm and i choke up

boo

all right
so i’m a conceited jackass
at least i’m not a faker

behaviour that pisses me off:
– skipping appointments without telling people you’re not coming
– believing you’ve outgrown the ninja turtles
– getting uptight about having your jokes repeated (even after they’re duely credited to you)
– using people
– dissing your parents
– taking people/things for granted

bloody bloody, (bang bang) the night is red/
bloody bloody, two shots and you wind up dead/

dedicated to all the late appliers and morons who get high:

i was gonna go to U of T
but then i got high
all i had to do was click submit
but then i got high
now i’m in community college
and i know why
(why man, why?)
because i got high
i didn’t apply
because i got high

my niece is SO adorable!
man she’s cute!!

a long overdue congrats to my sister and brother-in-law and everyone in my fam

she’s a cutie

erum ahmed
6 lb, 12 oz
born jan 9, 2003, 12:29 AM

may allah give her the truest of guidance, keep her away from evil, and make the beauty of her heart and faith overshine all her other beauty
ameen

this happened on wednesday that i didn’t mention, it was much more important than anything else that happened that day:

sanjeyan and i were waiting for bio to start, shawn and omid were there because they had lunch and were hanging with us
bio is right in front of a door that leads out
teacher not there yet
so sanjeyan opens the door, and the other two go outside, and start throwing snow balls in each other’s general directions
i go outside and tell them to stop because omid was only in a t-shirt and they’d get frostbite and bum off
so he throws his snowball at the wall
then we’re like … hmm … wonder if we can get the snowballs over the roof
and we start throwing snowballs at the side of the building trying to get it up and over
and soon the whole wall is covered with snowballs and we see if we can hit certain things and spots on the wall
that was fun
we continued throwing even though the teacher came
a few minutes later i go back to class
realize that my fingers are ready to fall off from being near frozen stiff
and seconds later sanjeyan and shawn waltz in and we’re all shaking our fingers, blowing on our hands like morons
it was fun
the most fun i’ve had in ages, actually
totally spontaneous
no coats, gloves or anything

shawn isn’t in our class but he tagged along

weeeee

twas fun