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5:10 am: status – no sleep, yet… almost done preparing for world religions exam
6:10 am: status – nodded off for ten minutes … almost done preparing for world religions exam … praying fajr
7:10 am: status – no sleep since nodding off for ten minutes … almost done preparing for world religions exam
7:30 am: status – no sleep since nodding off for ten minutes … finally done preparing for world religions exam … can’t make effort to go to bed … it’s been taken over anyway (don’t ask) … fall asleep on couch
10:00 am: status – two and a half hours of sleep … wake up … quickly get ready …
10:20 am: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … off to school …
10:30 am: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … find friends in library who are doing last minute notes for the world religions exam (we’re allowed a cheat sheet) … they end up copying off me a lot …
11:25 am: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … they’re still copying stuff off my cheet sheat … exam starts in five minutes … they’re done, we run
11:29 am: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … exam starting in one minute, we feel terribly thirsty and our throats are dry (because of the useless running) … we ask if we can get a drink, teacher allows, we run to get a drink
11:31 am: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … we get back to exam room … sit down and start writing exam … all the muscles in my body are aching, they need rest, and then i RAN on top of that … how moronic
1:00 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … world religions teacher is a nice guy, he gives us ten extra minutes…
1:12 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … i hand in my exam, i think i did well, inshaAllah, God-willing…
1:20 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … call home to ask for a ride … bro and father took van to mosque, bro-in-law took car to mosque … i have to walk …
1:50 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … get home … eat a lot of white chocolate … sit around doing absolutely nothing — something i’m good at
2:00 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … decide to indulge myself in flossing…
2:15 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … done flossing, very spiritually liberating and my teeth haven’t ever felt better…
2:30 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … decide to take a shower…
2:50 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … done…
3:00 pm: status – operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep … my mom wants to take me to go see a beautiful mind… i don’t want to go, but we’ll see…
3:10 pm:

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flossing is a spiritually liberating experience

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my new favourite song:

you don’t know how you met me, you don’t know why
you cant turn around and say good-bye
all you know is when i’m with you i make you free
and swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
i’m singin’

follow me
everything is alright
i’ll be the one to tuck you in at night
and if you want to leave
i can guarantee
you won’t find nobody else like me

i’m not worried ’bout the ring you wear
’cause as long as no one knows
that nobody can care
you’re feelin’ guilty
and i’m well aware
but you don’t look ashamed
and baby i’m not scared
i’m singin’

follow me
everything is alright
i’ll be the one to tuck you in at night
and if you want to leave
i can guarantee
you won’t find nobody else like me

won’t give you money
i can’t give you the sky
you’re better off if you don’t ask why
i’m not the reason that you go astray
and we’ll be alright if you don’t ask me to stay

i’ll be the one to tuck you in at night
and if you want to leave
i can guarantee
you won’t find nobody else like me

don’t know how you met me, you don’t know why
you can’t turn around and say good-bye
all you know is when i’m with you i make you free
and swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
i’m singin’

follow me
everything is alright
i’ll be the one to tuck you in at night
and if you want to leave
i can guarantee
you won’t find nobody else like me

i’m singin’
follow me
everything is alright
i’ll be the one to tuck you in at night
and if you want to leave
i can guarantee
you won’t find nobody else like me

i’m singin’
follow me
everything is alright
i’ll be the one to tuck you in at night
and if you want to leave
i can guarantee
you won’t find nobody else like me…

– uncle kracker

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i just screwed myself over
permanently

i wonder why i even bother try to carry out intelligent discussions, knowing i can never compare to the person opposite me because
let’s face it
i’m sure not intelligent
and especially even more moronic
if i just woke up

:looksaround:

please excuse me as i shall be repeatedly running into a wall for the next fifteen days

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well my physics exam is done and done
it went rather unexpectedly well (i figure i passed, alhamdulillah — praise God)

now all that remains is a world religions thing tomorrow
basically i go in there and write an essay
(i do all the research now… supposedly)

:looksaround:

:sighs:

ah well

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another nice song:

open up your heart to me
and say what’s on your mind, oh yes
i know that we have been through so much pain
but i still need you in my life this time, and…

i need you tonight
i need you right now
i know deep within my heart
it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
i really need you tonight

i figured out what to say to you
but sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, oh yes they do
and i know in time that you will understand
that what we have is so right this time, and…

i need you tonight
i need you right now
i know deep within my heart
it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right

all those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
and baby i know
i need you
i know deep within my heart
it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
i really need you, oh

i need you tonight – i need you, oh i need you baby
i need you right now – it’s gotta be this, it’s gotta be this
i know deep within my heart
no, it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or it’s right
all i know is baby
i really need you tonight

– backstreet boys

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i have a physics exam, that i’m still studying for
becuz i got home and i just took a long, long nap

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i’ve decided to post a lot of the poetry i’ve (all of a sudden) composed in the past few weeks
i never was a poet, but things do things to people…

My first glimpse is forgiven,
But who can blame me for taking so long,
Lost in your eyes,
Lost in this song.

– original

I used to search the star-lit sky,
Searching for beauty I never could find.
But, girl, ever since I caught your eye,
I’ve since left the sky behind…

– collaboration with yaser

Like honey trickling down the sweet smooth throat,
Like a nightingale’s precious song floating in the wind,
Like a sweet gentle whisper in the cold night breeze,
Unsung, your voice tugs at my heart.

– collaboration with yaser

Every word you say
Is like a glimmering ray
Of beautiful and unwavering light
That makes each and everything ceaslessly bright.

– original (check this out)

Oh thief,
You’ve taken my heart.
But I feel not envious,
Nor vengeful,
For I desire you to have it.

– original

May a thousand good nights
Grace you.
Nay, not even a thousand shall suffice,
May they never cease . . .

– original (check this out)

Oh, how she tugs at my heart,
She’s not here, but she’s not far.
Her face glows in my memory,
It robs me of all real sensory
Perceptions and leaves me dumbfounded.
Such beauty and grace have left me confounded.
I must look for my heart, where has it gone?
Her tugging rewarded, with it, she has gone…

– original

A moment with her is worth an eternity —
Yet an eternity with her would last but a moment.
The sky seems to have left with her,
The sun and moon seem to have lost their paths.
Oh, but another look at her radiant face
Would be worth all the eyes on earth —
Yet would all the eyes on the planet
Be able to take in such splendour?

– original

i’ll probably end up making a poetry page once my exams are over

:sigh:

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sorry
i’ve decided no physics notes, either
sorry

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i’m just going to take a nap now

for half an hour maybe

physics notes, hoepefully coming up

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