now i go to sleep
i need it, too
and that thing didn’t happen

:sigh:

…

:deepsigh:

i lied
even though i know there’s no chance of this happening in the next thirty minutes
i figure i’ll wait anyway

now i’m going to bed
nevermind the fact i could’ve gone well over two hours ago
i was waiting for something
it didn’t happen

so oh well

i added this comments thingy
so now it’s your turn to speak your mind concerning my rant

imam jamil al-amin has been declared guilty
and you thought COINTELPRO was over?
and you thought the war against “negroes” was over?
and you thought there was justice in america?

think again

even though there is no consistent evidence and in fact, evidence goes against his guilt, he has been declared guilty

and you thought there was justice

give me a break

america will not practice justice in its own territory, yet it goes around asserting its brand of “justice” on others

give me a break

abrar-ul-haq, the new man of the hour
my new favourite song…

standing there
shadows in the heart
hoping that it might be you
but it wasn’t anyone at all
i can still remember the way things were
if i could only bring you back then i wouldn’t even say a word

– abrar-ul-haq

i’m being taken to niagara falls against my will…

i’m going to go to sleep now
i have to wake up at 10:00 am — actually before 10:00 am, cuz that’s when we’re going to niagara falls

it’s 11:30 pm right now

this sucks verily

i was depending on sleeping now and waking up monday morning
not the next morrow

blah

i think i deserve a break now
is that too much to ask?

got a break from school
but not from my family, no
no break

sister: “so we’re still up for niagara falls tomorrow right?”
me: “WHAT?”
everyone else: “yeah, of course.”
me: “WHAT?”
bro-in-law: “you know, niagara falls…”
me: “WHAT?”
mother: “remember the plan to go to niagara falls tomorrow morning?”
me: “WHAT?”
father: “oh yeah, as usual, we forgot to tell you till the very last moment, we’re going to niagara falls tomorrow morning.”
me: “WHAT?”
brother: “ok, i’m cool with it.”
mother: “therefore, nomes is also cool with it.”
me: “WHAT?”

why is it that my parents tell me three minutes before we actually go out that we’re supposed to go out? i would appreciate knowing details of where/why/when at least two days in advance so that i can prepare myself, not three minutes before we go:
parents: “okay, we’re going to your aunt’s place.”
me: “i have a project”
parents: “forget your project, we have to go to your aunt’s.”
me: “why wasn’t i told two days ago (considering you got the invitation well over a week ago)?”
parents: “fine, whatever, we’ll tell you the next time, now let’s go”

the next time, (three minutes before going):
parents: “okay, we’re going to someone’s place…”

blah
so i ended up going to watch a beautiful mind
not bad a movie…

and then we went to some jerusalem restaurant
not bad food…

i’m still operating on 2.5 hrs of sleep from the morning
that compounded with the lack of sleep from previous nights
is making me very exhausted