i’m really much angrier than i ever seem
\nEVER
\nseem<\/p>\n
but i’m not going to let go of it
\non anyone
\nnope
\nsometimes i burst
\nbut
\nwhatever
\njust keep it all inside
\nyaay
\nlife rocks
\nsucks
\nsh!ts
\nwhatever<\/p>\n
i have chem
\ni have french
\ni don’t want to do it
\ni have to do it<\/p>\n
funny, so many things i WANT to do
\ni won’t — because God won’t let me
\nso many things i DON’T want to do
\ni will — because God will have me
\ndoing those things
\nand not doing those things
\ni love God
\ni hate myself
\nor is it vice-versa?
\ndoes a slave ever love his master?
\ni love my master
\ni’m a slave
\ni disobey my master from time to time
\nbut He forgives me
\nHe loves me, yes
\nHe doesn’t always show it, no
\nbut like parents don’t
\nbut they do
\ni know mine do, at least
\nit’s all weird that way
\nyou know something’s true
\nbut it doesn’t seem to be
\nand you know it’s false
\nbut it doesn’t seem to be
\nel-Koran says
\nsomethings seem good but aren’t
\nothers seem bad but aren’t
\nel-Koran is very true
\nit’s the Truth
\nyup
\nit is
\nit’s so HARD to follow the Truth
\nbut we do it
\nsome don’t
\nbut we do it
\nwe slip sometimes
\nbut we do it
\nyaay<\/p>\n
yaay<\/p>\n
i have work to do
\ni don’t want to
\nit’s late
\ni have school in the morning
\ni have work to do<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
i’m really much angrier than i ever seem EVER seem but i’m not going to let go of it on anyone nope sometimes i burst but whatever just keep it all inside yaay life rocks sucks sh!ts whatever i have chem i have french i don’t want to do it i have to do it […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=61"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=61"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=61"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=61"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}