{"id":21,"date":"2002-02-10T03:04:32","date_gmt":"2002-02-10T07:04:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21"},"modified":"2008-02-24T16:41:24","modified_gmt":"2008-02-24T21:41:24","slug":"21","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i><b>what&#8217;s the difference of never knowing at all?<br \/>\nwhen every step i take is always too small.<br \/>\nmaybe it&#8217;s just something i can&#8217;t admit, but lately,<br \/>\ni feel like i don&#8217;t give a sh<\/b><\/i>*<i><b>t.<\/p>\n<p>motivation: such an aggravation,<br \/>\naccusations: don&#8217;t know how to take them.<br \/>\ninspirations: getting hard to fake it.<br \/>\nconcentration: never hard to break it.<br \/>\nsituation: never what you want it to be.<\/p>\n<p>what&#8217;s the point of never making mistakes?<br \/>\nself-indulgence is such a hard habit to break.<br \/>\nit&#8217;s all just a waste of time in the end.<br \/>\ni don&#8217;t care so why should i even pretend.<\/p>\n<p>motivation: such an aggravation,<br \/>\naccusations: don&#8217;t know how to take them.<br \/>\ninspirations: getting hard to fake it.<br \/>\nconcentration: never hard to break it.<br \/>\nsituation: never what you want it.<\/p>\n<p>nothing&#8217;s new, everything&#8217;s the same.<br \/>\nit keeps on dragging me down, it&#8217;s getting kind of lame.<br \/>\ni&#8217;m falling further behind, there&#8217;s nothing to explain.<br \/>\nno matter what you say nothing&#8217;s gonna change my mind.<\/p>\n<p>can&#8217;t pretend, on doubt until the end.<br \/>\nit seems like leaving friends has become<br \/>\nthis year&#8217;s trend and though i can&#8217;t pretend.<br \/>\nit&#8217;s not the same but who&#8217;s to blame<br \/>\nfor all those stupid things i never said.<\/p>\n<p>motivation: such an aggravation,<br \/>\naccusations: don&#8217;t know how to take them.<br \/>\ninspirations: getting hard to fake it.<br \/>\nconcentration: never hard to break it.<\/p>\n<p>motivation: such an aggravation,<br \/>\naccusations: don&#8217;t know how to take them.<br \/>\ninspirations: getting hard to fake it.<br \/>\nconcentration,<br \/>\nsituation: never what you want it to be.<\/p>\n<p>never what you want it to be.<\/p>\n<p>never what you want it to be&#8230;<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sum 41<\/i><\/p>\n<p><span class='st_facebook' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><span class='st_twitter' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><span class='st_email' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><span class='st_sharethis' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>what&#8217;s the difference of never knowing at all? when every step i take is always too small. maybe it&#8217;s just something i can&#8217;t admit, but lately, i feel like i don&#8217;t give a sh*t. motivation: such an aggravation, accusations: don&#8217;t know how to take them. inspirations: getting hard to fake it. concentration: never hard to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n<p><span class='st_facebook' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><span class='st_twitter' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><span class='st_email' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><span class='st_sharethis' st_title='' st_url='http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/?p=21' ><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nomes.malcolm-x.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}